FULL MOON in IPDA~

Time flies as lightning and I have been in IPDA for a month~

Beautiful scene in Kedah

Although we were overwhelmed by such a lot of works and assignments, we are still enjoying our life here and last Wednesday (9^th February 2012) was our full moon celebration in IPDA.

We narrowly passed a month and this is my first time I enjoyed my “CHAP GOH MEI” celebration here.

Previously I will stay together with my family and enjoy the countdown show for this celebration and finish up all the New Year biscuits at once together. But not for this year~~I stay alone by the window and just enjoying the full moon which hanging on the sky~~

Full moon in Kedah

And the decorative fireworks presented around the moon…

Its really make me think about the memorable incident and mentioned my thought of home~ My lovely and warm home…

The thought starting to arise when come to our group meeting for the first time since we have started our class for a month…

My passion and enthusiastic started to become lessen and lessen~

and it likes a brightening sun full with passion being covered by the clouds...T-T

 

Although we have only 12 members in the class but the problems that~~

 I wish to avoid from happening became true~ 

Sitting alone with uncountable sadness in the heart~T-T

We are now as a training TESL and we are now in TESL group~ The name “GROUP” is there and everything not only from the view of individual but we need to have such cooperation within the 12 of us.

But @##$#@@#$$%$$%#$*%^%%$@%@%^$%&*%^#@#@~~~~

It’s really make me in pain of what we act in the class and as a class representative, I, wished to make sure all of my members can catch up in the study and also improve the relationship within 12 of us.

Actually I can just react nothing from getting trouble to myself!!!

WHAT FOR I TRIED TO DO ALL THESE?!?!??!!!!!!

I can be only myself and just attend the lectures,

                                                              listen to the lecturer,

                                                                              follow their instructions,

complete the jobs or tasks 

and just take responsible in only my attendances which need to be handling by monitor.

What for I need to mind your own business!?!!!!!

I can still can graduate by myself but why I need to manage the things that are not my business!

I CAN BE SUCH A RUTHLESS ZOMBIE~!

And next time onwards everything is not my business!!!!

JUST LET IT BE~

I WILL JUST ENJOY MY LIFE HERE~ as a zombie!